MOPING

I spent the next couple of days moping. Alan thinks:

1./ I'm past it

2./ I have a fat arse (true)

3./ I am sad-tricky does he mean sad like teary or sad like
pathetic?

4./ He does not care because he hasn't text or phoned me

5./ There is no 5 just repetition of 1 to 4


Also Ruth hasn't contacted me this is because:

1./ She hates me

2./ Simon says no

3./ I called her a pussy

4./ Simon's killed her

5./ No 5 still worrying about 4

I spent this time productively. Jogging horrible,

eating salad yuk, doing crunches ouch.

Wondering if I should take up smoking, brandies driving my vespa
again.

But the overwhelming need is to be shagged. Laid down hard
no funny stuff just hip action and plenty of it.

I wanna walk bowlegged like a teenager!

I want Alan to text me and I will not phone him or text
as I have some pride you know.


Best Becka xxxx